I'm far from hateful. I read every single post in this thread and unfortunately I am unable to regain the lost minutes and now hours of my life from reading this thread. You are the one who has insisted on being so stubborn and thick headed over the matter.
The only certain facts I have been able to obtain from your posts are this.
1. You're delusional
2. Medical help should be sought.
3. Your daughter is suffering because of your level of maturity.
4. You are going to beat this until someone gets on here and actually tells you what you want to hear.
5. You quit a team committment over one weekend of tourneys and I'm not even sure you lasted the whole weekend.
6. You keep crying the poor house. Travel isn't cheap. If you can't afford to drive two or three hours away, then don't do it. There are local travel teams, or maybe you've exhausted those avenues.
I could go on. In conclusion, my point is, grow up, shut up and move on.